Daily mid morning breakdown ✔️

I’m struggling….Mentally, emotionally, physically….

You can always tell when I’m going through it because I online shop when I’m depressed 🫣 📦 📫

crazy how your trauma isn't your fault but you got to take responsibility for your healing.

No one talks about NICU trauma response….

Today is a shitty day.

Distancing myself from everyone and not talking to anyone has just turned into my way of avoiding annoying them. 😅

Dear men, “What’s wrong with you today” is not a proper way to ask your woman if she’s okay.

Effin’-A cotton…. 😣

*Talking about chickens in kindergarten today and setting eggs in the incubator* “Okay, any questions? Remember, that’s something you want to know!” Little girl:🙋🏼‍♀️ “Do chickens have boogers?”

Leave it to my six year old to be mad at me because I wouldn’t let him leave the farm with a cat head 😅

I’ve avoided mirrors, selfies, being around people to see me this way unless I have to, I’ve avoided pictures in general…… Today I saw one of the first pictures of myself since having Kuttler and experiencing rapid weight gain……. I’m literally disgusted with myself 😭

*Gets call from De* “Hello?” “Why do I always do stupid shit when I have a kid in the car?” 😂

Someone please tell me how I had this baby NINE months ago 🥹

Scared to start drinking because I know I won’t stop.

Stuck between not getting any tattoos and getting a sleeve 🤔

I’m splurging on myself and getting a Stanley I’ve wanted for a while as a “good job pumping/breastfeeding for a year” gift….. which size should I get?!

I’m always so depressed when I don’t get to spend my besties birthday with her 🥺

having an ex best friend is such a specifically heartbreaking experience because it was possibly longest relationship you were ever in. and then they......turn into an actual stranger? and at one point they called you 17x a day. like, i know your brother's birthday still.

Rock bottom feels so much darker when you’re there alone