I am so tired of everything. I want to wake up as someone else.

My mind has been so occupied by so many things. Gotta keep myself busy or I’ll drown in my own thoughts.

I ate like...2 medium pizzas all to myself today

I want u

Sooooo Valentine’s Day is coming in like 2 damn days....I just want someone to take me out and smoke a blunt with me and jus have a good fucking time.

Gotta work on my self care

I gotta start realizing what I’m worth. I gotta start trusting my gut more. I gotta start listening to the warnings my loved ones are giving me. I gotta be smarter and start doing shit I don’t have doubts about.

I need to stop continuing things that I know are not good for me. I need to stop myself before it gets worse. I realized shit before but I was still stupid because I had this image in my head that it would turn out differently regardless of what I truly truly knew

No regrets. I live my life the way I live it and that’s it. But I need to take shit that has happened and turn it into a lesson for myself. Because sometimes I never learn. I gotta start fighting that.

Fuck.

If u ever feel like ur settling, GET THE FUCK OUT. Nothing but pain will come from it. Trust me.

The people who come into your life are either going to be a blessing or a lesson. Proceed with caution.

So I just went through all my old tweets from when my eating disorder first began. It’s really sad. There’s a huge break because I got better, healthier. Now I’m back

I want to look in the mirror and not hate everything I see

I want to look at myself and say I made it. What “it” is...I don’t know

He wants to help. But I don’t want help. I want to stay miserable. It’s what I deserve.

I’m losing weight but as a result my butt has gotten much much smaller as well as my boobs....which is making me think twice about starving and purging but I can’t give up. I cant

I honestly am not sure why I haven’t killed myself yet

When you’re upset, you are SO nasty to me. You treat me and talk to me like shit. But I sit there and deal with it. Cuz even if I didn’t, u would make me feel horrible for not wanting to.

Yet, when I feel like absolute shit, you get pissed at me and say you’re done arguing with me because it’s “too much.” The diff is, I never make u feel like shit on my shoe for not wanting to talk to me. I would rather u not. Because no one gives a single fuck