when the ed gets so bad that you hide everything you eat from everyone because it’s your biggest fear for someone to perceive you as fat pic.x.com/nNU0T2X5EH

How it feels to always have skipped breakfast so no one in your family is suspicious

you’ll still lose weight regardless if your cal intake is 200 or 900 cause it’s under the required amount, right? right???

springflingana I hate the person I am, I don’t feel like I deserve to care about myself. I hate my personality and my looks and I believe everyone around me also does. I think it’s the wish to sh and punish myself for being useless.

thinking bout ending it a lot lately

relapsed. #lol

need alcohol to numb the pain 💔

Lunch <3

sigh i need to study but have no motivation

when I’m hungry I just silence it by looking in the mirror

how’d they get this gif of me last night at 1am

so paranoid that I think the first person who sees my posts are irls

why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply why won’t you reply

if I’m not skinny by January…

i don’t wanna look this way anymore

I overate 3 days in a row

Time to lock THE FUCK IN.

been noticing that one girl getting skinnier and I feel like it’s a competition… I’m such a bitch

I’ve been noticing this one girl at my school lose weight and I know it ain’t from the gym