i'm TRYING to use this account more but every time i go back to my priv i'm like "let's just stay here forever". but i miss interacting with random ass people and becoming temporary friends.

so yeah, sometimes i wish i could use this account more bc i (rarely) have tweets that deserve to be seen by other humans but.. i just don't like it. i feel so exposed nowadays. that's all for now. i'll probably forget about this account again and come back in a couple of weeks.

i just met ben again..... after months of having massive stagedoor anxiety and being too shy to speak to him. of course he was lovely as always.