how it feels remembering youre losing weight u have already lost

Its weird coz now that ive gained it back i dont feel sick all the time and i dont feel weak and cold and i know thats a good thing but i cant help but wish for my old body back so hard i dont care how awful i felt all the time i just want to look that good again

My T levels are okay now and i no longer feel like eating everything in sight BIG WIN

I did three days of 500 cal and expected it to get rid of my estrogen lower tummy pouch, didnt work 🤯🤯crazy how three days is not enough to see results wow who couldve seen this coming

I just know heartstopper S3 is gonna trigger me based on what ive seen of the comic, gonna watch it anyway 😭😭😭

I think im going to leave and focus on recovery i think i have too much of everything else to worry about to also have to be burdened by my own illness. I simply do not have time to be fucking up bc i feel faint or nauseous bc i need to work my ass off these next few months

Day 1 of properly committing to recovery and im already triggered out of my mind bc i ordered shorts and they just came in too small bc i put on weight in the three weeks since i ordered them 🤦

Ok no i cant fucking do this i cant stop thinking about how fat ive gotten i cant be self destructive but i can push myself to work out more, im gonna mildly diet and microdose recovery bc i dont think ill ever be ready for full recovery

Alcoholism, stress and being in a new job where i move much less has given me nasty cellulite that ive never had before i hate everything whay was i supposed to do? Stress to death no bitch i need a drink

real

I feel like ive crawled myself into a hole in cant be helped out of, i feel like ill stay in here forever

@ yall

Nvm i started ovulating

Need this dude workout routine fr on god i wouldnt have no complaints in life if i was built like this

Watching everyone but me get somewhere in life and get better get paid more level up in everyway and no matter how hard i try abd change my life it feels like i cant do anything but suffer