Got my second dose of the #CovidVaccine yesterday! Such a momentous moment. Here’s hoping my body will respond and develop antibodies! #Covid19MB #protectmb

How is it that I simultaneously want to hang out and play games with my friends and yet I don’t want to see them? #socialanxiety #lonely

I’m still in bed and already want to take a nap today. Man I’m tired #fatigue

Dr Liz O'Riordan And how “well meaning” people will tell you “you look great” when you feel like shit or this infographic I put together to help explain it:

Find someone that looks at you the way Zoey looks at this Dairy Queen ice cream #dairyqueen

I can hear my pulse in my right ear. Wtf is this nonsense?! It’s driving me insane. Is it related to the migraine I have? 😭

While I was up to pee my cat started to attack my blankets like she was chasing/hunting something. No sign of a bug but my cat thinks there’s something there so I’m freaked out and can’t get back to sleep. Oh and I can still hear my pulse

Just about 5 AM and I haven’t gotten a wink of sleep tonight despite taking my sleepy meds 😡😞🥱

I have to renew my passport which means a new picture and I’m not looking forward to having my chemo curls and moon face for the next 10 years. When I mention this people say, you’ll remember how badass you were! Just stop, I’m not badass and this is not a time I want to remember

Just realized I haven’t had a hug since November 2, 2020 when I said goodbye to my parents after their visit. Man I miss physical contact

Wish I could fully describe the pain I feel after stopping my steroids. Holy hell everything hurts. It pulses through my bones and joints and there is no getting comfortable.

It’s 3 AM and I can’t sleep so I just pre-ordered OhDoughnuts to pick up before chemo later. #ilovedoughnuts

I keep getting hit in the face by a purring satellite dish AKA my cat in a cone trying to lick herself #cats

Yet another night of no sleep even with a sleepy pill to try and settle my brain. Do I keep trying to get some sleep or should I say screw it and get up now at 05:50. #insomnia #tired

My dog won’t stop scratching to be let out of the crate so I guess I’m getting up at 06:30 😭 #iamsotired #insomnia

My apartment air conditioning isn’t working and it’s already up to 75F. It was 91 here today, it’ll be 95 tomorrow, and 99 on Monday. They won’t send maintenance until Monday (and of course I’m working). I’m just so frustrated for me and my fur babies.

I’ve been busier than normal with going back to work that my needy cat immediately starts licking me once I get into bed. It only stops if she gets tired or I throw her out. So much love but damn that sandpaper tongue on my face is rough

Currently dreaming about the box of cheez-it’s sitting on my kitchen table wondering why I didn’t bring them to bed with me. CHEEZ-IT

Late night thoughts: my apartment is 75 F (24 C) even with the windows and slider open. For reference it’s 15 F (-8 C) outside. #Tshirtweather #sweating

#BachelorVote Bailey