ii gue22, you do go on triip2 way out there. iif you can't fiind one no one can, and ii don't know whether two fiind 2olace or tremble iin fear, no matter the outcome. eiither that or ii'll eventually BECOME the clown, and. we don't fuckiing want that ok.

iit'2 the law2 of thii2 land and they're not two be que2tiioned. face the con2equence2.

you eiither diie 2ane or liive long enough two become a clown. iif that poiint come2, plea2e make iit quiick and paiinle22.

GOD. uh, 2hiit. well ii haven't thought them yet, but they'll be bad. ii'll make 2ure of that.

whiich alternatiive ii2 there two not beiing a clown and beiing a clown. ii'd really like two know now, actually.

2o liike ii 2aiid, ii eiither diie a non-clown, or liive long enough two become one. iit'2 FLAWLE22 logiic. a 2ad truth we have two 2ort of accept and 2ay FUCK IIT. only you are re2pon2iible for your own clown criime2 and ii'll pay for miine iin blood iif iit ever come2 up.

couldn't have tiimed iit more perfectly, really.

ii. what. that'2 not a con2equence. ok yeah iin techniical term2 iit II2 but that'2 not a punii2hment unle22 makiing me flu2tered ii2 the punii2hment. iif that'2 the ca2e, ii am dii2appoiinted and betrayed.

ii can't ju2t liive forever. ii WON'T. haven't we been over thii2.

well then, you know what. ii change my miind. that'2 ok. thii2 ii2 ok. actiing liike hug2 are 2uch a biig fuckiing deal ii2 ju2t 2tupiid and ii'm actiing like a giiant wriiggler, un2urprii2iingly.

(( okay y'all it's about to hit 3:30 am so im gonna drop outta here for the night in a few minutes. ill probably finish candy epilogues tomorrow. o/

the economy in ruins?

(( hi im endi and im still losing it over The Economy