The cost of true alignment is surviving, wanting to end yourself.

Not everyone is meant to awaken or understand certain things. The mental capacity it requires is beyond what words can explain. And once you start traveling and truly seeing the world with clear eyes, it becomes harder to stay mentally grounded.

I’ve always been a conscious person, but it wasn’t until I spent time in the Amazon and experienced ayahuasca and DMT that I truly saw everything for what it was. It shook me so deeply, I almost lost my mind, to the point I wasn’t sure I’d ever recover.

To be clear, I wasn’t losing my mind because of the medicine. Most people just don’t know what it’s like to go to the deepest parts of their subconscious. When you come out on the other side, you see everything for what it truly is, and the mental and spiritual toll that takes on

Essentially, you go through the death of yourself. Ego death comes in waves, and the more in tune and aligned you become, the more intense the soul transformation gets. In a way, your body begins its process for death after your ego dies, because the old you no longer exists.

Right now, I’ve realized I’m in full alignment with my death transition process. That realization is heavy, heavier than anything you can imagine, yet freeing. You see there’s nothing to fear, because what you’re preparing for is beyond what words like beauty, peace, and bliss

It’s true, once you go through ego death, you gain control of your death process. It was always about the initiation. Once you’re fully aligned, you step into full creator mode, able to shape whatever reality you want to experience. But to reach this, you must be ready to let go

The only thing that’s certain, is choosing yourself.

The new world is being built, and social media is playing a huge role in it. That’s why it’s important to be conscious about what you create and leave behind. Think of it like artifacts, what story do you want to give to the world? What value do you want to add? Always create

Being authentic is scary because it goes against what most people are doing, which is complying.

When it no longer triggers you, you’ve finally released it.

The block button exists on social media so we can instantly remove negative people from our space. Do the same with your thoughts. The moment a negative thought surfaces, replace it with something more fulfilling for yourself.

When you hide in your shame, you make yourself untrustworthy and hard to love. Unshakable love is built on truth, and without it, shame will always lead you to self-destruct. It’s only a matter of time.

I’m literally rebuilding everything from the ground up, structure, audience, all of it. And honestly, that realization was exactly what I needed. Just because I’ve evolved doesn’t mean the audience I built back then evolved with me. I created that space as the old version of me,

Someone told me you can go up to local schools and ask if there are kids who can’t afford their lunch, and you can actually pay off their balances. I had no idea. I’m definitely going to do that, and if you’re in a position to help, maybe you should too.

The truth always comes from the villain. Someone on TikTok said that Disney movies always gave the villains wisdom and insightful monologues, so that little girls wouldn't want to relate to her. I always related to the villian though.

Living deliciously…always.

A country man, with a big truck, and a southern accent.

Instead of waking up to a loud, irritating alarm, try something soothing. I use Chopin’s Nocturne Op. 9 No. 2 as my alarm tone. Ever since I made that change, I wake up peaceful, not angry or on edge. Your nervous system deserves better.