Once a week.

“i won’t think about it anymore” me all night:

a girl on tiktok said "healing is so hard because it is a constant battle between your inner child who is scared and just wants safety.... your inner teenager who is angry and just wants justice.... and your current self-who is tired and just wants peace." and it hits me hard.

My coping mechanism

i get addicted to literally anything that distracts me from the fact i exist

we stress too much for a life that can end at anytime

I never expected the future to be this horrible when I was a child

*13

thinking about how in my early 20s i used to look at 27-28 year olds and think wow adults who have their shit together and now im almost the same age but my only thought is WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING

Just 3 more months

me filling the room with negative energy bc i don’t wanna be there

I think I lost my spark. I don’t talk as much, I keep to myself, and I’ve mastered the art of distance. It’s not that I’m mad or bitter. I just don’t have the energy to show up the way I used to. Somewhere along the way, I slipped into this nonchalant phase.

me when i don't agree, but i also don't have the energy to explain

am i just Lazy and Weak or is there actually something wrong with me? why is it so much easier for other ppl to do the same tasks? how do they have the energy to keep going? am i just making this all up? is it all in my head? how do other people Live?