Even after all this, I still always feel like I want to know more of you. Does that sound crazy? 8/10/20 5:36 AM

Please stay gorgeous and strong and unbelievable. I miss you I miss you I miss you I love you. I’m calling you as soon as I send this, but I know you like to have these things written down. A 9/4/20 8:31 PM

Huge Raging Headache Prince Henry of Who Cares, It is amazing you can sit down to write emails with that gigantic royal stick up your ass. I seem to remember you really enjoying being “accosted.” 3/4/20 2:27 AM

give yourself away sometimes, sweetheart. there’s so much of you. fucking yrs, a 9/25/20 3:21 AM

His Royal Horniness, If I were trying to get fresh with you, you would know it. For example: I’ve been thinking about your mouth on me all week, and I was hoping I’d see you in Paris so I could put it to use. 3/4/20 2:41 AM

16. Your huge, generous, ridiculous, indestructible heart. 17. Your equally huge dick. 18. The face you just made when you read that last one. 9/4/20 8:31 PM

I kind of can’t stop thinking about you all sunburned and pretty sitting out there in the country. 8/10/20 5:36 AM

I’m more than fantastic bone structure and an ass you can bounce a quarter on, Henry!!!! 6/8/20 5:02 PM

but i’ve kissed your mouth, that corner, that place it goes, so many times now. i’ve memorized it. topography on the map of you, a world i’m still charting. 9/25/20 3:21 AM

I can’t match you for prose, but what I can do is write you a list. 9/4/20 8:31 PM

I can’t believe how lucky I am to even witness it—to be the one who gets to have it, and so much of it, is beyond luck and feels like fate. Catholic God made me to be the person you write those things about. I’ll say five Hail Marys. Muchas gracias, Santa Maria. 9/4/20 8:31 PM

Hey, have I told you lately that you’re brave? 9/2/20 5:12 PM

20. The fact that you loved me all along. 9/4/20 8:31 PM

Because then you’re putting me in a position where I have to apologize for saying you blew my fucking mind in LA and I’m gonna die if it doesn’t happen again soon. 6/8/20 5:02 PM

Here: I can’t decide if your emails make me miss you more or less. Sometimes I feel like a funny-looking rock in the middle of the most beautiful clear ocean when I read the kinds of things you write to me. 9/4/20 8:31 PM

your spine’s a ridge i’d die climbing. 9/25/20 3:21 AM

Listen: I’ll fly to London right now and pull you out of whatever pointless meeting you’re in and make you admit how much you love it when I call you “baby.” I’ll take you apart with my teeth, sweetheart. xoxo A 6/8/20 5:02 PM

I still remember what you said to that little girl in the hospital about Luke Skywalker: “He’s proof that it doesn’t matter where you come from or who your family is.” Sweetheart, you’re proof too. 9/2/20 5:12 PM

History, huh? Bet we could make some. 8/10/20 1:04 AM

“Because I’m not like the rest of the men of this family, beginning with the fact that I am very deeply gay, Philip.”