CW death
I recently held my cat and watched as the light left her eyes and I babbled "but she's so small" through sobs. When the vet took her from me her head shifted and it looked for a second like she was alive and had moved, and i realized she would never move again.
I used to see a girl I was really attracted to and for a moment my whole heart would hurt. I never understood why. woulda done me good to pay attention to that. I was grieving the way I felt like being with her, or someone like her, would be impossible. but I didn’t realize that
You don’t have community because you aren’t a good community member. You don’t host events, you don’t know how to cook, you don’t know how to dance, you don’t know how to sing, and you aren’t doing anything to learn. You can’t tell stories or jokes.