i mean really why tf do you humanly have to slurp so hard ????

no offense but you disgust me 😭

tfw your poop splashes like it’s an olympic diver

my mom and i both have covid and neither of us can work so im asking again if you guys can help or just share thatd be more than amazing

u kno wts the worst, silencing an aggressive shit so ur roommates don’t judge you 😔😔

fought w my ex in my dreams last night, ever since i have closed off from them energetically n vibrationally,fully cut them off. theyve gotten idk i can feel they’re energy in my dream like no good

doing everything in my power to Not relapse tonight. let’s self regulate together now On three

ppl loving in a transactional way makes me sick

the fluctuation of my feelings towards things and people is becoming a bit unmanageable ngl

having a hard time processing a conversation i had last night regarding whether or not i'm 'reacting' to shared posts in the DMs of instagram

no matter how much i journal/meditate/focus on inner-work, i still have moments where i fail to self regulate in a 'normal' healthy way. emotional instability n mental instability is so poopoo

i’m just not interested any longer!!!!!!

Just letting you know

trying so hard to keep everything to myself n deal and deal and deal with everything but i cannot it sucks its wt i’ve always done n i feel like im in the street with a sign tht says anything helps, idk why ppl think they have to be an expert to be present like wtf

i hate how my brain works when i’m using. and i hate how are my relationships get when im using

support system ? who’s she?

sobriety sucks the most mid-withdrawal when none of it feels worth it

no cos i’ve almost lost my life to drugs n so i don’t get why ppl don’t care to be present during this shit like it makes me want to block everybody it ws also a full moon last night n i had the wackiest dreams n im tired of battling this shit alone

this account has literally documented the decline of my mental state during substance abuse and healing thru trauma lmfao