my roommate brought home pumpkin spice tres leches and i’ve literally never wanted to eat something more in my life. but it has EGGS IN IT. and tomorrow is my first tour performance and i have to leave the house by 6am so i can’t risk making myself sick. i feel like this rn dude

you know when you’re extremely tired and your brain perceives people go from quiet to loud out of no where

9/17/24- Breakfast- Protein oatmeal, 290cals Lunch- Banana pudding, 240cals Snack- Chex mix, 120cals Dinner- Pasta, 220cals TOTAL: 870cals 13k steps today! Also our first tour went kinda poorly tbh, I think my scenes were as good as they could be, so it’s whatever ig

me vs skipping my first class. i do NOT want to go.

i’m just gonna go late tbh

Sending this vid to ED Twitter captioned "you will never have this" whenever they annoy me

9/18/24- Breakfast- Toast w/ butter + honey, 180cals Snack- Mini caramel rice cakes, 110c Lunch- Tuna packet, 90cals Snack- Salmon packet Dinner- Pasta, 220cals TOTAL: 670cals Yall. this toast. holy shit so good. also my friends were like “why do you eat like a stray cat”

one thing i hate about being a man with an ED is the fact that being underweight is relatively normal for men. i have a friend who is bmi 17.8, he eats like a lot because his metabolism is so fast, and he’s insanely skinny. it’s just how his body works. and i’m bitter about it.

9/19/24- Breakfast- Cereal + cashew milk, 185cals Lunch- 1/2 Turkey sandwich, 240cals Snack- Kind bar + trufru, 170 + 130cals Dinner- Cake, 277cals TOTAL: 1,002cals i got 12k steps so it’s fine right. right…….. (im fucked for my weigh in tomorrow) also the cake SUCKS ☹️

right so how the fuck did i gain. idk man im so sick of this shit

new rule: 11,000 minimum steps a day from this point onward because clearly 10,000 isn’t enough

yall we toured at a middle school today and got back an HOUR LATE because of traffic. i hate this and im so tired and i have to go grocery shopping and im MAD ABOUT IT

at my friend’s wedding rn and 1. i feel so fat and 2. i can use my egg/sesame allergies to not eat anything !