For those curious! A year ago I was diagnosed with Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma. And since then it's been a long walk, but this year we found out it spread; and my treatment costs spread with it. That's why the Goatathon is so important to me, and why I need help ko-fi.com/bansheexeno/go…

I'm nervous, but I think I'll aim to stream Tuesday.. don't know if it will be my official return yet, but I need to gauge how well I can handle it. Only way to know is to just do it. Other than that, I think my goal will be to touch base & catch up w/anyone that comes by. ❤️‍🩹💖

I think it's time to have some fun again. Im live now with some time for chatting before diving into Amanda the Adventurer 3! ❤️‍🩹💖

❗️URGENT AND IMPORTANT ❗️ I should have done this a while ago, but I just didn't even have the physical energy to make a post about it. I helped my mom make an ongoing go-fund-me for the next coming months - 1 year as we wait for her SSI money and lawsuit money which will both

It's that time again! Last time it seems we managed to get the "Bad Ending" 😱 So this time we're going for the good one! More Amanda the Adventurer 3 after some lovely yaps with my devizens ❤️‍🩹💖

I've kinda been tempted to draw myself as a moth girl for funsies... Idk if I could do the ideas in my head justice tho 🥺

Finished Amanda the Adventurer yesterday so today we're on to something new! I think this game just might solidify my habit of never answering the door ._. I'm on now so come join! ❤️‍🩹💖

I've been holding off playing this for like a month because I wanted to stream it. Well, since I'm officially back, I think it's time we finally dive into madness once again with the new Silent Hill f!

leaf piles are fun

This is Hiroko. She is an 87 years old. And I don't mean lore age, she is an 87yo lady in Japan who is the oldest living vtuber. Her life advice segments are very popular. Just remember this the next time someone says you are too old to be vtubing. Be like Hiroko.

I had a nice nap ☺️ still no idea what to stream tomorrow ._. time to look through my steam library again

No stream today, not worth pushing myself or risking a relative that hasn't left yet shouting my name mid stream etc. Yesterday was horrible, & not even bc of grief. I think it's best I use today for myself to recover, my head is still pounding from all the crying..

Twitch recap is out, & I'm overwhelmed with sadness, & a bit bittersweet. This is the probably last time I will have my beloved Flan on my recap, & realizing that just opens wounds again. I'm happy tho that as silly as it is in the grand scheme of things, he's my number 1 ❤️‍🩹💖