Having genuine friendships is one of the greatest gifts in life.

The past few days have been weighing heavily on me. I started streaming to bring people joy, but if those who’ve been here since the start feel uneasy around each other now, it feels like I’ve failed. I miss when we all felt like close friends. I wish I knew how to fix it.

Thank you all for the kind words in my previous post. I’ll reply to each of you soon. Growing as a streamer means nothing without growing alongside you. You believed in me early on and I’ll never forget that. No matter where this journey leads, you’ll always matter to me. 🩵

Whats you reading there narrabear 🧸📖 ?

Sorry for the late post! This week we’re playing inbento (a puzzle game) and doing an Orcs Must Die 2 collab with Kharmander! Visual Novel VOD coming soon on YouTube... I have to edit out the credit card info I accidentally showed on stream... ლ(¯ロ¯”ლ)

Hello friends! This is the schedule for this week! We are back to Book Reading on Wednesdays! We also have a short activity on Thursday focused on an anxiety management technique my therapist shared with me. I found it useful so maybe it might help you too. 🩵

Thank you to July 2025's raiders! I really appreciate you all sending your communities over to meet my lovely friends! Rad georgia🐭🌰🌿 Cosmic Crow 🌌 Lulu Fleur 💐💛「ENvtuber」 mia 🍥🫧 ₊˚CakeisDewishious 🎂❤️┊ Predebut !! Mochii 🥞🍙 Health hiatus Coven 💜🌸👑 hiatus Names in the pictures are their Twitch handles!

I was helping tidy up at home today and I picked up this pregnancy book where it explained the process for the baby and the mum week by week and idk why I but started crying. Knowing you’re growing life seems both scary and exciting. I really want to be a mum one day…

Apologies for late post! No Saturday stream because it is my irl birthday! Narra's birthday is next month though so we will have a nice celebration stream for that. Also, I am going to win my bet that I made with Jason this week without using his strategies for CHIMPS! 🐵🎈🎈

To the cutest little sister in the world ( *´﹀` *) wishing you the happiest birthday, Narra! ⊹ ࣪ ˖

Thank you to Chris for gifting me E33! I will stream on TUE just to make sure we can get through this game as much as we can this week. We will have our BTD6 competition so don't forget to sign up if you're interested! 🎈

Sorry friends, no book reading stream today. I’m staying overnight at the hospital. Don’t worry it’s not life-threatening but the doctors want to do more tests tomorrow before I’ll be ok to come home. Sorry to disappoint! Please remember to take good care of yourselves! 🫂🩵

Hello friends! I'm aiming to ship out the Limited Secret Merch 1 by the end of the month to those who redeemed it! Thank you so much to Shawn and Roamer for helping with merch and shipping costs! 12 left to redeem on Twitch! Each one comes with a handwritten letter from me! 💌

How do you know when you’re on the right path in life?

I'll be trying out a new layout-ish for the Book Reading stream in a few hours which will hopefully use captions accurately! Collab will be with the lovely Cosmic Crow 🌌 and we are still deciding what game to play. 🐦‍⬛ See you soon my dear friends~!

Please do not ever confess your romantic love to me. We can never be together. I want to be your friend. I am hurt too when I have to turn you down. Please forgive me.