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Theres literally nothing I wont b/p, I've done peanut butter, tons of types of breads, several types of noodles, loads of spicy shit including spicy noodles, literally anything you can think of I can and will purge it. Honestly its not as bad as people made me think they would be

Everyone talking about being skinny for summer to wear cute outfits with a lot of skin showing while I'm over here 24/7 in long sleeves and pants because my entire bodies covered in scars

Okay I actually can't remember if I slept last night I'm so confused

The need to be small enough to feel worthy to recover

At the doctors because my family doctor said I needed an EKG whatever that is🫡

Still convinced I don't have an ED and that I'm faking it even though I jus purged 200 cals because I felt full and full = fat

Sitting in my car after work because I actually don't think my legs can carry me inside right now🫶

I can't differentiate who you are from who I want you to be

Are you real or did I merely imagine you ?? I don't know anymore

Like the 3rd mall shooting jus happened

Working 11-12 hours today on my day off Ima be rich

The need to lower my UGW because people taller than me have theirs lower <<

5 months ago I was 144lbs, I am 50 pounds down from my sw.. this is actually insane. My ED only proper "kicked up" in Nov of last year and I only started actually dropping pounds in Dec, previous to this it was unknown BED(I had no idea what an ED was atp)

14-15lbs to ugw though.. I'm so close but it still feels so unreal

Guess who's got a thousand dollars in savings as of today😋(We are locking in man I really need to move out asap🫡)

I really can't do this anymore

I've been very inactive here for a lil while and will continue to be inactive for an unknown stretch of time, some things irl are really stressing me out and taking a lot of my time but I wanted to make sure you guys knew why I wont be posting/replying to anything after this🫶