i just realised none of my feelings are actually real

it's become a habit to say things without actually meaning them. everything inside of me is a hollow

maybe thats why i dont see things as a big deal

i hate to say this but i miss the therapy talk

sooner or later im gonna reach my breaking point

if this reaches you, im sorry

even in my dreams, you're the kindest and most understanding person ive ever known

all this fame, what's it good for if im still miserable

just reminding myself again what a piece of shit i really am

if you wanna talk then we can talk

all it takes is a little explanation. that's all i want

things aint getting better. im just good at distracting myself from the real problem

one last talk. that's all i want

i feel like quitting everything

aint no way imma be an underpaid teacher

the audacity of asking to pay me rm100 for a paid review video lmao

these small tiktokers be acting like they're big or sum lmao

welcome back sleep deprivation

some of these mediocre tiktokers with weak ass views be charging way too much for their videos lmao

thank you