I don’t know what to do with my life and im turning 18 this year

i have 2 sides #orta #nohome

I’m genuinely so miserable I wish I could die

I want a boyfriend again at least I was happy

Life is falling apart again

I genuinely have no reason to live anymore

What have I done in my 17 years of living

I feel like shit

Breaking out, fat as fuck, bulimic as fuck, friends excluding me

I feel like I’m reliving middle school bruh lmfao no way I’m getting sad over my friends making plans without me

I don’t understand why I’m such a dislikable person

I really can’t see a future for myself

I really hope I die so I can be noticed for once

Ok I got caught purging I am done br

Pmg what do I do bro I’m so ashamed

I can’t live like this anymore

Everyone has definitely caught on by now like it’s so fucking obvious

Genuinely how do you function after your family members figure out about your bulimia? I’ve never felt so ashamed of myself and I can’t look anyone in the eye anymore

They’re all I think about… need side story… 100+ chapters…. Now pls….