cw // cancer , grief what do you MEAN my lil bestie is about to go through one of the hardest medical treatments to live through? WHAT DO YOU MEANNNN

i’m going to miss aiden and charlie antics so much 🥲 how tf are we going long distance AGAIN?!

almost half way through the drive from MI to UT! just making a little gas stop

driving 925 miles alone means looking into the hotel mirror and feeling like you’re not a real person

utah, we live in you again

they missed each other 🥲

first kid-free daytime hours in a week and holy smokes you can get so much more done without them asking for something every 5 minutes

homophobic bougie cow is the scariest i could get this halloween literally just sitting on the porch passing out candy lol

got prelim diagnosis of pots via in office testing but need to go get the tilt table 🫠 but also this takes so much time and energy away from Jo and i’m struggling v much

i have a lot of that’s on this RE: Medical Systems & Providers. but also this is why we follow up with primary care within 48 hours of an ER visit - ER docs are looking for band aid fixes to symptoms. Docs are bad at referring when something lies outside their specialty

Thank you to BYU FOOTBALL for letting Joey encourage someone else for a change! Getting to do round-offs for Cosmo is literally a dream come true for this kid ❤️ Hoping my alumnus gets 9-0 this weekend! In the words of Jo “Beat Utah! You can do it!”

when i say i’m good at medical care coordination - i was told i’d have to wait until the end of January for a tilt test I literally made 3 calls and now i’m getting it done on Tuesday 💅

charlie got spooked by something i was still sleeping when he ran down to my bedroom Jo wanted to follow. I showed Jo Charlie’s little gray blanket Jo said he needed a bigger blanket and put his gifted Minky Coture on Charlie. I have never heard this cat purr louder 🥹😭

horrible cyst burst. so many kids wanting to hang out/ needing adult help. i feel guilty for resting tbh

i wish my grandma was still alive so i could show this to her, an excellent piano accompanist / teacher, and have her say something like “If this girl can play chopin with a chicken on her head with that posture, you can have that posture play Away In a Manager”

being a lions fan is not good for the heart (at least we won)

fashionably late

oh i wasn’t depressed, i just needed to prioritize those who actually bring me joy!!! (soft launching Aiden and I breaking up. Wild 3.5 years later but the ways??? he brought me down??? and now i spend all my time with people who lift me up?!?!?)