i hate having loose skin

holy this is so motivating

going to brandy tmrw… lets see if the clothes will fit LOL

my boobs shrank so much after losing weight… its kinda crazy like im pretty sure the last time i was this flat was when i was like 10 years old😭

i really should start working out or else ill never have a flat stomach…

bought these at brandy the other day… please ignore how you can literally see my stomach through the shirt ew😭😭 also i saw a super pretty alt girl that looked bmi 15 and it made me wanna die

i HATE having “curves” i hate my hips and my thighs i wish i just looked like a rectangle

the goal is to fit in to these jeans by june (current weight: 54.4kg)

the day u see me at a gym will be the day when u know my social anxiety is finally gone

i want to be pretty

called my friend for 12hrs today lol

tempted to do a really big/deep cut on my thigh but its almost summer…..idk

music is such a big trigger for me

sometimes i wish i went through something traumatic when i was younger because its so stupid that i have all these mental problems when i dont have any trauma

ate so much today i didnt even count cals. was probably like 3500 calories

i did it #shtwt

how pinterest sees me! charactericon/plushie/outfit/quote i dont really dress like the outfit picture but i still think its cute

realized that my male friend who is taller than me probably weighs the same amount as me or LESS because he’s underweight…. he probably still has a higher BMR/TDEE compared to me tho ugh im so jealous of men they can eat more without gaining any weight

my sister triggers me so bad shes underweight without even trying

im so wide