This grief is so deep and so consuming

I don’t think I really recognized how much of that teenage girl living inside of me still held on to one direction as a safety and a comfort until now .

one direction is one of the first things i remember beings obsessed with. they made me unexplainably happy at such a vital time in my life. this band STILL means so much to me. i’m so heartbroken. gonna find all my old videos/pics to feel everything i need to feel.

this hurts so bad

no one speak to me. i am truly in shambles

harry :(

i feel so broken

closing twitter bc it's too much but then opening it two minutes later bc you feel alone and no one gets it irl like the community here .

oh my god :(

just dropped off my gf to the airport </3

i miss my baby :((

i love my gf so so much <3 my soulmate

I GET TO SEE MY GIRLFRIEND THIS WEEK

i see sabrina tonight

omg i see billie tomorrow

iso 2 billie eilish tickets tonight

ITS BILLIE DAY!!!! IM SO EXCITED FOR TONIGHT

i so badly need to see gracie and taylor tonight

in the trenches