Should have thought all the way through

Nyak mule luwungan asane uyut didian. Tapi sing nyak ngae kiap.

There is nothing but deep apologize that I think I still can ask as a pathetic being to you, mom.

Mentally & physically exhausted.

Daily dose of suffering: sleep deprived

Get sick - need money for treatment - feeling better - overworking - get sick.

Nah mule kene mirib jalanne. Peng sepalan sube benyah.

I don’t event notice when it hurts anymore.

kleng kengkenang seger yen kene gen modelne kedat kanti semengan.

Just when you feel that the pain is bearable, the illness getting worse.

Holding anger toward people who could not even admit their mistake will just make them feeling better. Dont poison yourself.

“You don’t deserve her. You aren’t worth the disillusionment she had suffered. You consciously paid her affections with pain you thought you can heal. But guess what? Everything turned not as what you’ve expected. You were no longer alive in her world”

“How comes you treat her like this? Who is the biggest liar after all? You were too naive to convey your feelings. There’s no point of going back. Accept the fact that someone way better than you will ease the pain & memories you had gave to her”

“You’ve had good times over her suffering, haven’t you? Isn’t what she had done to you enough to fill your desire? What is wrong with you? Set her free. You weren’t even capable to stand by her side during her lowest period in her life. Once again, you are worthless”

Being mentally ill sucks!

“You probably know this won’t change anything. But, while you still have the chance, give it one more shot. Ask for forgiveness, convey all the feelings you’ve hold in person. Even if means nothing to her, at least she know. Stop lying to yourself.”

Daily dose of midnight complicated mind.

“Your efforts and dedication were never as big as what you wanted to be. You chose to play it easy instead play it right”

Usak parah ne yen kene gen modelne. Pules be sing ngidang engkenang seger