The Swan, 1915, by Hilma Af Klint

IN YOUR CAR THE RADIO UP. IN YOUR CAR THE RADIO UP.

accidentally referencing an inside joke you have with a person you aren’t in contact with anymore

sometimes i feel like i still carry the sadness from when i was 13

Meeting someone exactly like the person that you used to be and now you gained a new layer of understanding your past

Claude Monet

how it feels doing anything just to find your spark again

stalking my own archive and remembering i lived all of those lives.. miss you girl. you had so much fun. you survived so much

"are you even listening" the state i’ve been in for months

Meditation by Thomas Bossard

I used to crochet I used to read I used to draw I used to game I used to I used to

gaslighting someone on accident because i have a bad memory

i need to walk again. i need to take photos again. i need to read again. i need to journal again. i need to watch movies again. but most importantly i need to stop losing myself.

making it to an age you never thought you would

todos los caminos llevan a desaparecer socialmente

(Thinking about how my friends loved me even when I hated myself.)

who am I without my music, derealization, isolation, empathy and overthinking