I hate hate HATE how depression just comes and goes. I wish I was strong enough to be happy all the time and not plunge into the quiet throes of random bouts of sadness and anxiety that plague me for days, only to again feel better after a while. this is so exhausting, I want out
there's something so beautiful about aging, my mom doesnโt like it much, but thereโs so much grace in a wrinkled smile and grey streaks in hair, all signs of a life well lived, ingraining lifeโs experiences in the human body. I love it so much
saw a tweet and wanted to private qt it so bad but I dont have a private account and it's just too much effort to create one and add the people i want interacting w my private quote so i just gave up and sent bad vibes to the person making that tweet god will deal with them
finally beat the procrastinating slump I was going thru and impulsively messaged all my friends to catch up, did the first step of a small thing I was putting off for weeks, decided to screw it and clean my room, this is literally how this life thing works, you just have to do it
Iโm ngl Iโm actually gonna become full blown mental when charli drops the brat remix album next week bro I canโt fkn wait ive literally been counting down the days when I wake up in the morning
my mom always wanted to name her brotherโs kids, but she passed away before he had kids. He asked me to name them and i never thought it was that deep. Today, he shared my momโs wish and said that if it couldnโt be her, it had to be me because Iโm the one most like my mom.