I dream of the day. That I can use the bathroom. Without men. Who try to throw me out. Who get physical. In strange and inappropriate ways. Why can I not be left alone. I do not understand.

The recent news. Are a terrible thing to hear about. Those poor children. And I worry. For all the american trans people. All those. That I know personally. Are getting ready to run. I can only hope. That nothing will come from this.

I am still unsure. On how to properly use. This site. The way people post here. Seems so very different. From other places.

I have noticed. That the less time I spent online. The better my mental state is. Which is still. Not good. But I appreciate every improvement. A lot.

I approve. Of this post. And of course st4t Falls under t4t.

I am not fond. Of this stereotyping. Not all of us are nerds like that. Some of us. Have yet more obscure interests.

I still do not know. How ttttwitter operates. Who is active in it. What they post about. What little I have seen. Seems messy. But kindhearted.

I have said. Something like this before.

I wanted to post. About the t4c discussion. But then I got reminded. That they will not let me say c1s here. It is absurd.

There are days. Where I have to remember. How different I am. From others. The people around me. Do not understand me. And I. Do not understand them.