oh

another month of my life wasted where i lost zero pounds and continued to fight for my life with this stupid disorder

too much eating not enough disorder

Does anybody else not want to kill themselves because theyre afraid of failing and dealing with the aftermath..? Just me..?

was laughing and then looked at my thighs and nothing is funny at all actually

then i feel big 💔

i hate tiktok sometimes “i know what this is callED…” OBVIOUSLY, ITS ABOUT HER EATING DISORDER 😭😭😭