Christian Grey will want to be with the children at least for the day. I make a note to call Mr Grey later to check if they need anything at all*

*grabbing a herbal tea as I head back to my desk. Smirking to myself I need to cut back on the coffee or I'll be bouncing off the walls. > >

getting back to my desk, I organised a folder of ideas to give to Sam for his project. I also check in on anything Christian Grey asked > >

Christian Grey me to do. I know he's been preoccupied since the fire and with Ros in New York I don't want him to worry about things here at the office.

*making sure I leave work at a reasonable time and head home to enjoy an evening with my favourite take out and bottle of wine. My mind > >

drifts to my conversation with Christian earlier. He is right ... smirking not that I'll ever admit that to him. However I know in my heart>

that I don't want a kitten or a puppy to make my home life have meaning; I want something so much more. Especially after seeing Gwen and > >

Ros with Harper. I want to have a family life like theirs. Leaning over I grab my MacBook as I fire it up to begin my research*

*curled up in bed with a pint of ice cream and a spoon. I had finished early today as following advice from Gwen and my own research I >>

found a clinic that specialises in what I'm wanting. This afternoon was one of my first meetings with them to get the ball rolling. I know>>

a lot of people will find this odd but I know deep down in my heart this is what I want. Today's appointment was a long and draining. It >>

began with an assessment of my mental state.. then on to physical tests. Man I feel like a pin cushion but a very happy pin cushion. The >>

clinic is positive they can help me and they gave me a few files for me to look through before my next appointment. So this is how I'll >>

spend my Friday evening... in bed with movies, ice cream, these files and comparing them to my idea of what I want*

*sat at my desk, having a healthy lunch while I flick through files*

*sipping my coffee as I organise all the notes and information Ros had sent over for Christian Grey . I bet they are having a ball in New York. *

*taking my time getting to the office this morning. My early morning Krav Maga class was hard this morning. Reminding myself to kick Sam Hendricks 's butt for telling me about it. I would never of tried it if he hadn't mentioned it*

Breakfast on the go as usual

*at the office; checking in with Ros’ replacement on the files they have for the boss man. I’ve had a skip in my step lately. I’ve decided new year; new Andrea. After getting the files I make a pit stop for coffee before putting the files on Christian Grey desk*

*relaxing on my sofa, slowly slipping water. I went out with Sam Hendricks last night to celebrate St Patrick’s day and it got messy.... very messy. I hope Sam’s still in one piece*