Maybe just my imagination, but I feeling I'll be kicked out or banned from the some group soon. even the reasons for the ban are as ridiculous as those in the past. I just can sense some of the schemes in some people's hearts. and it's not first time.

I've always remembered what happened last year. And very despicable everything they did. I know you still block me. and join my world. but now, GET OUT OF MY WORLD.

This is my last pendant. I guess I won't get more for a long time. Even after so many years I still like it.

Sometimes I play like a child because I have friends around me make me feel at ease and I like. Sometimes I become quiet because I miss the past. I can’t be calm and at ease. I feel strange and lonely. I know everyone is silently by my side and cares about me..... i know....

I can hear the nightmare calling..... But I still don't want to lose myself

I don't think I need to waste too much enthusiasm on people who don't care about me. Even if I care about everyone, that doesn't mean everyone will reciprocate. They might delete me from friend list next day. But there are always people willing to lend a hand in the worst times.

Maybe I'll still need some time to recover. I still need time to heal my broken body and mind. I want guys to know that no matter if you have a fursuit from another maker, even if you're not in the photo, even if I have to stop working due to my condition, your always my family.

#日本刀の日 ［叶えさせたんだよ…女神の力でなァ…！］

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival.

Double Green Beans Sometimes I feel it funny that some people can't see PC avatars because they're using quest. And he said to the people he admired, "We are the only two winterpaws here." What a wonderful and fun movie night.😂 But people was too loud here, so I left first.

Sometimes people change because of popularity. They might forget about us. I've been watching, gradually burying the disappointment deep in my heart. I'm not good enough to be your member. I really want to talk to you but I feel like I can no longer be as close to you as before.

I'm not important, just like before. I always see close friend get art with others. Even if they promised me next will have me, in the end, I'm left with endless disappointment. Even though I wanted to tell them what was on my mind, they didn't have time. Is there still hope? NO

I'm disappointed.

Maybe some people know that my mental state is still not good. i'm sorry... but... what did I do wrong? what did I do wrong? WHAT DID I DO WRONG? or is someone sharing ban lists again?

Double GREEN BEANNNNNs Part 4💚 NIIC