Seeing everyone's intake being 500 kcal meanwhile I'm eating 1800

me after accidentally drinking the non-zero version of a drink

no but i have to know that not always i eat like this, everything is fine and i wont gain so easily

ive been cutting myself but im not taking pics, i feel so invalid bc im not going so deep, idk why i even cut myself, i cant find the root of it, idk if its boredom or sadness

pero al menos trato de mantenerme limpia en los brazos, no quiero condenarme otra vez a usar sueter siempre con este calor😭

why is not being depressed socially acceptable??? everybody get more depressed now !!!!!!!!!

everytime it doesn't.

been really tired and unmotivated

is it bad if i mainly pace in the day? im so weak and lazy to do other things😮‍💨

idk if its low self esteem but some people here is kinda manipulative, but not in a "itd bc im disordered" way, it just feels different and its really weird😭

makes me feel so guilty how everyone here who exercises eat so little and then i am..

i take care of sm things in this house, specially with cleaning, i enjoy cleaning but its exhausting seeing the kitchen always dirty and is not even my fault or is not even with food i ate..

i hope i find a sugar daddy or something, i nred money

this is rio

whats the taste of dr pepper soda? last sunday i found a place where they sell it (its imported so ive never seen it before) but its kinda expensive for just one can so, is it worth it? i wanna try it

i have like 800cals remaining to still in my deficit but ill go to my dads house and idk what will i eat there and im so stressed

i made bread and i will c/s bc i have to try it!!!😅🙏🙏

i used to sell cookies and now i kinda have a eye scale so im very precise with measuring things and its so funny bc i compare like "if this were ball shaped it we'll weigh xx amount" and its actually correct or so close😭😭