-- stories of heard about you over the years. She thinks very highly of you and your family and would do anything for you. Including --

-- turning her back on the club that raised her if necessary. I hope it never comes to that, but if it does I want you to know that at --

-- least one of us will stand behind her in that decision. [There was no point in lying because if it came down to it and Alexis Walker --

-- had to choose between my club and the Mayans, even if she chose the Mayans I wasn’t going to abandon her. She never abandoned me when --

-- I was in prison like everyone else who wears a reaper on their back.]

I Stand With Her - [I followed Teagan-James Delaney out to my back and didn’t say a word when she asked if I... tmblr.co/ZMEt6h2JyqoG1

[I was glad that someone else was going to tell Luann Delaney what was going down because I don’t know that I could’ve done that. I --

-- love my wife more than life itself, but let’s face it I just got out of jail myself. She barely knows who I am right now so to be the --

-- one who delivers the bad news probably wouldn’t be the best thing in the world. As much as my heart was breaking at the loss of a --

-- brother, I was glad he was gone for the simple fact that he put Alexis Walker in danger. I wasn’t oblivious to what happened to --

-- @HarleyRiderAbbi a few years ago. Alexis Walker used to come visit me in prison and give me all the details that the rest of my --

-- brothers were missing out on. I shook my head and walked outside whistling for Teagan-James Delaney to follow me. I didn’t want anymore that --

-- I cared about in that house anymore because the last thing any of us needed was more blood spilled. Call me heartless if you want, but --

-- at this point there was no love lost when we lost Happy Lowman. I stood amongst the many people in the driveway waiting for --

-- instructions. It had been a long time since I had been in Lodi so this visit would be welcome and maybe relief from all the pressure --

-- I’ve been putting up myself to be the same man that I was before I got locked up. It seems silly now that I think about it because if --

-- the people that I was surrounding myself with loved me enough they would understand why I was struggling with freedom. I felt like a --

-- fish out of water right now because I didn’t really know how to help and waiting for instructions was killing me because only wanted --

-- to do was get the hell out of here.]

Rest In Peace Happy Lowman - Fawn: {I knew what Alexis Walker needed. She needed to be down with everyone... tmblr.co/ZMEt6h2Jyrf2_