The fact that I look different in every mirror is fucked up.

This is actually hilarious omg

*sigh* Here we go again

I HATE BEING FAT

I just want to lose weight and get skinny so I finally can be really gay

Also hi 👋🏽

I really wanna come back on here but I’m struggling so hard with social interactions, irl and online. It sucks so much!! I miss y’all and my safe space :(

Wtf is this 😭 I haven’t even tried to kms this year 😭

My psychiatrist said she’ll prescribe me an antidepressant that (hopefully) helps with weight loss once I’m not anemic anymore. She literally feels bad for me for gaining so much weight. I love her 😭

And hello 🫶🏽 don’t mind me, I’ll probably disappear for a couple of months again lol.

I really want to start running again. Only problem is I don’t have any winter workout clothes that fit anymore and I can’t afford to buy an entirely new set up :(

I have a date today (I think?? I hope it’s a date lmao) but I feel so self conscious bc he’s so much skinnier than me

I weighed myself for the first time in 2 and a half months and I’ve gained another 10 kgs hahaha. I’m officially OBEASE hahahahha!!! 14 months ago I was 1,5 kgs away from being underweight hahahahhah!!!!!!!!!

The restrictive part of my ed better come back asap or els I’ll end up on My 600 Pound Life 🤡

I hate myself so much right now haha

I was planning to kms on my bday a few days ago but clearly that didn’t happen. Really regret not doing it now lmao