Post a scholarship I got —> 0 likes Post that I’ll tip yall ungrateful asses —> most likes all year Existence is hell.

Recent beach pics.

Life can be tough and depression can be pervasive. If you ever need a friend to talk to, I’m here without judgment.

You could walk a thousand miles and I still don’t want to see you.

So a yt woman called a black kid the n-word and other yt people sent her $200k? No sun dodger better ask me for a cent ever again.

Finally replaying Red Dead Redemption 2 fully this time. I know how it ends but it always gets me emotional.

If I were to disappear, nobody would care.

Before and after.

I hope everyone reading this knows they are loved by me, capable of fulfilling their potential, and stronger than their worst days.

The fact that people don’t even think about me at all makes me realize I either need to change what I do or who I interact with if I want to be regarded.

I’m actually proud of myself for once. I was having trouble decomposing a three-way variable into a binary variable for my dissertation. I figured out the syntax to do that and now I can accurately state the three-way variable interaction. I’m hard on myself so this is nice.

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I realized a self-defeating cycle I need to break. 1. I feel depressed and sad. 2. I engage in self-defeating behaviors. 3. I feel depressed and sad because of my behaviors. I simply need to be more comfortable knowing I will be sad at times.

I’ve been trying to run 1.5 miles in 13:35 or under for literally months. Today, I finally did it lol.

Forgot who I was for a second but locked back in.

Tomorrow, I have a job call with researchers at an Ivy League university for a potential research position. I appreciate any good vibes sent my way. 🤞🏽