I wish I could go back and change things between my mom and I our relationship deteriorated with the help of us both we never really knew how to communicate with one another in a healthy way and we still struggle with that

Y’all I’m really just sitting here thinking about how much God has really helped me through and I feel like y’all need to understand this side too not just the shit social media sees on the regular but the real life stuff

I never really learned what love was by being loved correctly I learned that by being “loved” in all the ways I didn’t want to be

when my kids dad went away I felt so lost so confused like I didn’t know where my life was headed but at least I had someone now I’m out here in this big world alone with two kids no education no direction no nothing

Before I had kids I had goals and dreams I loved learning new things I was an A student I don’t really know when I fell off that path but when I did no matter how hard I tried I just couldn’t bounce back

y’all really got stuck on the school part... this is why I just be quiet most of the time 🤦🏼‍♀️

I visited my kids dad once while he was away that was right before I had our daughter I never took our kids to see him sometimes I regret that but then I felt like I was protecting them I didn’t want them to feel like anything of that nature was ok or normal especially my son

I didn’t write much either for the first few months then I just couldn’t I had to let that part of my life go in order to focus and move forward I needed to find myself so I could do what needed to be done for my kids

I’m older now I’ve seen and done more my perspective on a lot of things have changed drastically I don’t agree with some of my decisions but I don’t regret anything

When I started stripping I actually had two jobs one of them was the best job I had ever at the time I made decent money but it still just wasn’t enough

I wanted to be able to give my kids more like they didn’t ask to be here they didn’t ask for the circumstances I had them in and I just was tired of only being able to do enough to get by

When I talk about stripping I never say “I did what I had to do” because no one HAS to do it that’s what I decided to do and I never introduced that lifestyle to another woman even with my pole dancing classes I never encouraged another woman to strip I always pushed education

I’ve been through a lot, seen a lot, felt a lot, loved a lot, hurt a lot, made a lot, and lost a lot and through it all I know God was with me even when I walked in doors I shouldn’t have he stayed with me through it until I got to the doors he opened for me.

I need my bed

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I’m always doin some unnecessary shit like gettn my haircut and missed out the telegram link wit Big Money again!🤦🏾‍♂️

Majority of people who follow the laws and stick to the rules will never make millions of dollars. Better wake up