i hate how quickly i switch from "please don't leave me" to "leave me alone" and how both are me begging to be loved

// I WANNA REPLY WITH A MORE FLIRTY TONE TO SOME OF THE SEDUCTIVE SUNDAY POSTS BUT I GET TOO ANXIOUS HELP

what doesn’t kill you makes you weird at intimacy

as for myself， i am splintered by great waves. i am colored glass from a church window long since shattered. i find pieces of myself everywhere， and i cut myself handling them.

i had such a shitty day at the Mansion today, i could kill something.

As they were just running errands, they were merely at the Tower to drop something off. They swore, they were just about to leave, but the sound of Feet padding along the floor caught their attention "...Hey." They said with a small uncertain frown, noticing the Mans state.

...d'aww

// thinking about cömmissioning Art of Pan and their ship again, I'm down bad

ㅤ ㅤㅤ—— . ㅤ

// GUESS WHO COMMISSIONED SOMEONE HIHIHI

Logan just introduced me to someone by saying "they can eat moldy bread and not die because of it." what the fuck.

i'm one deep breath away from a breakdown my nerves are wrecked and coming unwound the world is hostile and i'm fragile and i need someone to kiss the cuts and tell me to keep trying

i don't want to be at the mercy of my emotions. i want to use them， to enjoy them， and to dominate them.

Got into a verbal fight Had a horrible Therapy session AND Dysphoria is kicking my ass Anyone else wants to join in to ruin my day?

on a bad note. Guess no more touching ANYTHING until this fucking Mold-shit calms down. Fan-Fucking-Tastic.

I swear to FUCKING GOD.

...why were you banned?

"No. Please, for the love of God. don't make it worse, I'll just fucking explode and mold up the whole place" they sighed, rubbing the bridge of their nose "fuck- sorry, I'm just, pissed off"

"if you encourage me enough, I'll make it your problem" they scoffed, raising their eyebrows, their dark eyes, only illuminated by White pupils, fixed on his smile, causing them to frown a bit, but only a tiny smidge