first day of january and i feel so fat already

new year’s resolutions: - have fun - get high - get drunk - do drugs - make love - get fucked - evolve

i dont EXERCISE. i dont COUNT CALORIES. i dont PURGE. i just EAT AND FEEL GUILTY. and if i dont lose weight I KILL MYSELF

binged so bad yesterday bc i got rlly depressed 💔💔💔

this year I just want to restrict like I used to... #edtwt

i’m just a fat fucking chud with bad lungs and dreams i have no way of achieving when does it fucking end

overweight/obese people tend to have overweight/obese children I WAS DOOMED FROM THE START

i miss coke so bad i’ve been trying to replace it w coffee and menthol cigs 💔💔💔

got higher than giraffe pussy and binged on cheese and pasta 💔 curse my italian roots.

when doing addictive things actually gets you addicted

real footage of me because i can’t put the damn fork down

women will have ed brain fog and still be smarter than men

how I feel being on edtwt while everyone else is a teenager with a bmi of 16

lowkey taking time off drinking bc im so scared of the cals now… maybe my ed is the best thing to ever happen to me omg?

2026 we’re bringing back cigs inside

was purging and i gagged rlly loudly and my dad yells “WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN THERE” oh my god i never stood up so fast… passed it off as phlegm… phew

i’m so fucking tired of being so fucking sad