well， fight or flight， i’d rather die than have to cry in front of you. fight or flight， i’d rather lie than tell you i'm in love with you.

ㅤ ㅤ ◟ ͟𝒑𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝒃𝐨𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝒈𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 . 𝖛andor manor⠀ ،̲،̲ —— 1999. ㅤ

⠀iʹm ⠀the ⠀maker ⠀of ⠀my ⠀own ⠀evil.

Even the iron still fears the rot Hiding from something I cannot stop

no home anymore. nowhere to return. my house is a ruin, a cemetary.

oh， i will ruin you. it's a habit， i can't help it. i know that you mean so well， but i am not a vessel for your good intent.

Am I making you feel sick? Am I making you feel

unloved from head to toe， uncared for whether alive， dead， sick， or suffering. it seemed like， from birth， he had never needed another’s support， never needed anything to depend on， and never needed anyone for company.

⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⸂ ݁ *̲ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎َ ︎ᴰᴿᴬᑦᴼ ︎ ︎ ︎˓ ︎ ︎ ︎𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐅𝑶𝐘 ︎₊