I just realized the reason I struggle psychologically with age related infertility is because I see a lot of young squirrels this time of the year.

I've been feeding squirrels for over 30 years and there have been multiple generations.

Young plants are also being prepared to be planted outside on Mothers day (another holiday I feel alienated from).

Some of these are seeds I've collected and planted from plants I've seen in the past, like the wild camomile near the News 12 station on Story Ave

I also found and aborted pantry moth larvae in my apt recently, which I was infected with by my ex roommate. Raid got rid of them quickly.

If a plant, a moth and a rodent can reproduce and continue their existence biologically why can't I as a big brained primate