So it's 12:40 in the morning. And it really hit me that I fell for a narcissist w/Bipolar disorder and multiple addictions. How the hell do I process any of this???

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So the place I had my heart set on, fell through after 3 months of delays. Unfuckingbelievable!!!

So damn glad I found a way around this Content Sensitive b.s.

'I'm your homie, not your BF. You don't have to text me all the time.' One text a day is all the time? On 'Block' you go! I don't have time for ignorance and stupidity.

Any dude that believes in that Semen Retention B.S. deserves a shovel to the face.

So, I've nearly collected 8,500 videos. I think to do some spring cleaning.

Positive prayers to my friend in Canada, who's dealing with traces of Cancer in his bloodstream. I'm rooting for him to beat this, through Chemo. I know he will.

Even though my narcissistic crush is giving me the silent treatment (I did nothing wrong), I won't be mad at him. I will let him have his space.

Even with his music turned up, my neighbor has no idea I can still hear him fucking.

I don't know the joy, love and happiness today is bringing to me. But in spite of everything, I'm thankful and grateful for the great things to come.

When a person is going through a rough patch in life, that does NOT equate to 'mental illness'.

I'm curious...Am I the ONLY gay dude that doesn't wear or own Nike crew socks???

I hope that one day I don't become so bitter, that I end up hating the very people I'm attracted to

It's weird that it's just after midnight, and when I should be sitting here having a good time, I'm feeling down because I'm missing the one person in the world who's scared of my feelings for them. It'll work out somehow.

I love harder than anyone I know. Somehow, I learned how to love beyond a person's flaws and faults. The love I give, isn't always returned to me. But I never give up hope. I never give up on love.

I'm going out on a limb: Today will bring me great fortune, love and happiness.

So I just got my Xfinity bill. In what universe is my bill $1.49??? The LUCK!!!!

I think it's safe to say I don't need any more credit cards. I'm drunk with credit power!

I learned a very important lesson. Don't engage with the mentally deranged people that live on social media.