Im reallllly sick of getting upset at night for no reason, real fucking sick of it.

Im such a horrible person

If i was dead i wouldnt be so horrible

I am always guilty about everything ever

I am the worst

I am the worst and i do not deserve to live i do not deserve anything or anyone at all

I fuck everything up. Everything. Everything would be going so wonderfully and i will fuck it up

Killing myself would sincerely be beneficial to everyone

I cannot believe i am such a bad person

Im so fucking sorry i subjected you to myself

I am the worst.

this is my acct to be as open and honest as possible right?

-i'm worthless to everyone -i hate when people take more than 5 mins to respond to a text when we're in the middle of a conversation

-my life is going no where -i don't want to get my shit together -i really don't matter to you -nor does anything i say

-you're not involving me -i kinda wanna die? -or maybe get a lobotomy -it feels like you're changing -and it's scary -i don't want it

-anyone else might say it's positive change -i don't want you to change -i don't want anything to change

w/e. feel fuckin sad. can't stop it. not much of a reason. my life is pointless. don't ask.

Yoy wouldnt give a shit anyways

ANSWE RNE FOR FUCKS SAKE

Oh my god I am so in love