But if from there you seek the LORD your God, you will find him if you look for him with all your heart and with all your soul.-Deut4:29

Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death. 1Cor 15:10

Repent of this wickedness and pray to the Lord. Perhaps he will forgive you for having such a thought in your heart. - Acts 8:22