(About to hit your TL with my NoOne)

*Sitting at the kitchen's table I sip quietly on my tea. The toast I just had is not helping me with my overall fatigue. I should have>

<known better. After I was brought back to the #Sanctuary I didn't need to feed. When I decided to follow @Payne_BDBRW to this side and>

<face for the first time mine Xhexania , the only think that occupied my thoughts was how to make amends with mine young. I never >

<thought of the challenges of living on this side. Certainly not about feeding. Something that it was arranged for me by my Father and that>

<was never something I had to deal with. Then my life changed in ways I thought it would only destroy me and yet it gave me the most>

<precious thing I ever had and the only thing I ever did right; mine Xhexania And for her, all was worth it. If I had to do it all over>

<again, I would go through it. In a heartbeat. I cannot conceive my life, if this is a life at all, without her in it. Without her in this>

<world. I might not be of worth, but she is. And that's fine in my book. Sighs as I sip more of my tea.I should have told Xhexania about>

<all this. That I need to talk with Scribe Virgin and ask her if I could spend some time in the #Sanctuary to regain strength again. >

<I am feeling really exhausted and I don't want to be a burden to my King. Besides, everyone here is mated. I am not looking for a mate.>

<Dear Virgin of the Fade, I have never fed from a male before. Shudders. I really need to do this as soon as I can. I will talk to mine>

<Xhexania after #FirstMeal and then I will try to summon the Scribe Virgin and see if she accepts me back for a while or not.*

*About to finish my tea when I see Tohrment walking in. I sit up straight, trying to look casual and not too exhausted. It always makes>

< You should answer me that first, Tohrment . You look very tired. Is everything all right? *I bite my lower lip. What's wrong with me?>

*Nods and smiles* Thank you. @Aislinn_BDBRW (Tohrment)

*Smiles and bows* Thank you, @Payne_BDBRW (Tohrment)

*Smikes and nods* Thank you for your kind words, Luciana. @AlluringLuciana Tohrment

@A_Sweet_Idea Thank you. *Smiles in appreciation*

*Sighs heavily as I run my fingers along the beautiful fabric, not knowing what do with the thoughts I am having…* x.com/Tohr_BDBRW/sta…