i giggled

one of my friends bought me a bra and it is my exact size. how gay do u have to be to eyeball my chest and estimate my cup size im crying

when you agreed to go out and the time to go out is getting closer

why suicide so bad when we all die anyways

“How did you lose sm weight quickly”

what it feels like to consider potentially recovering and then remembering that you are in fact genuinely fat

the voices are fighting each other

Daily affirmations: We are getting skinny for december 🕯️ We are getting skinny for december 🕯️ We are getting skinny for december 🕯️ We are getting skinny for december 🕯️

How does one not assign their entire worth as a human being to how they look when literally everyone treated me better when I was sick and thin and pretty

starving automatically becomes 10× easier when there is boring food at home

What I think is going to happen after one fast and one workout

I don't workout, I don't get my steps in, I do not follow a calorie deficit, I do not fast everyday, I either starve myself for days on end or devour everything in sight and if I don't lose weight I KILL MYSELF

when people say “healthy” i hear “fat, fat, fatty. want another donut fatty” 🩷

Yuh yuh did a 24 hour fast 😁

Fasting on barely any sleep is not for the weak 😔