These nightmares make my fucjing soul hurt i just keep dreaming that colt passes away and my chest physically hurts. Like can’t breathe hurts so now I’m up at 3 am listening to him breath because the thought of a world where he’s not in it is something that fuels my daily fear.

Between alex not feeling good, the pain I’m in. And beau dakota and colt I’ve gotten maybe 3 hrs of sleep

I always forget watermelon is a natural laxative if you eat a bunch of it and now I’m at work suffering 😭

Not me going through my clothes and tossing a ton since 2 am 😅 my sleep cycle is fucked on night shift

The anger/ RAGE i feel when i haven’t slept but an hour in the pat 28 is not healthy 😅

After this three weeks is up the next time i get an off weekend I’m going to book a hotel where i can stay and relax by myself with no contact for AT LEAST 24hrs. Also if i dye my hair and go a little manic mind your business because this week has put me through the ringer.

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I just realized i don’t get a day “off” from the kids and work until the weekend of July 4th and that’s gunna be a big test on my mental stability😂 so if my hair is a neon color and I’m doing some out of pocket shit MIND YA BUSINESS

My anxiety and stress rn is through the god damn roof🫠🫠🫠🫠

I finally found GOOD barbacoa out here in bama and i could literally cry 😭

Definitely need to get my hall bladder out I’ve been up since two am with gall bladder problems again 😭 i ate yesterday like I’m someone who doesn’t have hall bladder issues and now I’m payin for it 🫠

Woke up feeling draggy and ick because i haven’t been sleeping and all i want to do is make caldo de pollo or penicillin soup but i don’t get paid till Monday. Fml 😭

Bro seriously fuck everything about tonight

If anyone wanted to shoot me 20$ so i can buy a few beers at this concert i wouldn’t be mad about it $mikalynday 🤍😂

Two more weeks till tour which means two more new songs

PSL is baaaacccckkkk🤍

Everyone in my house woke up in a bad mood 🫠

Honestly I’m fed tf up tonight. I’ve slept 4.5 hours i had to do my job and someone else’s and some of these people DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THEIR DAMN JOB🫠😒 and it’s simple shit

Love my kids to death but holy hell they know how to test my patience 🫠