*with Carrick Grey gone with out even saying goodbye i was more than just a little pissed off. I dressed myself and pulled out my 》

*the kids had munched through the popcorn, #Teddy curled up into me on the right and #Phoebe on my left, I'd placed a sleeping #Caleb 》

*making sure i had everrything packed that i needed, i head off to the hotel. I hadn't seen Carrick Grey all day, amd made sure the 》

*getting to the airport i check in before texting Carrick Grey -t- i love you....see you when im back xxx -s- *and with that i boarded 》

*picking up my phone i text Dr. Wesley Price -t-Hey Darling. Im soo sorry but i cant make the opening tonight. Im in Germany for a medical 》

*with Carrick Grey away on business i was going out of my mind with boredom. Of course i still had work to occupy me. But it 》

*it had been soo nice having the children over the weekend. But now it was all over i sat here at the breakfast bar just staring across 》

*i had soo much work to do this morning before meeting with Ana Grey for lunch, i took myself to the hospital, grabbing a coffee 》

》om the way to my office. Evan caught up to me. He was a dull little thing with glasses, but he seemed to have some sort of crush on me. 》

》not today anyway.* Evan...im soery but we're gonna have to catch up another time. I've got a lot on today *i hurry into my office, closing》

*finally finishing my paperwork and setting everything else aside.i pick up my phone to text Ana Grey * -t- free when you are darling -s-

*Yesterday's lunh with Ana Grey had given me a lot to think about, and well, it had lifted my spirits somewhat, I had a day off today >>

>> and was pottering around the house, i knew i had staff to do my cleaning and such for me, but what else was i meant to do? i poured >>

>> myself a coffee, and then decided to see if i could get hold of that Private Investigate i was talking to Ana Grey about. mind you >>

>> I was sure my son Christan Grey would be able to get someone easier and to do a better job, but never mind, i picked up the phone and >>

>> Dialed the number, anxiously awaiting a reply, I just wanted my husband back Carrick Grey *

4 months with no Hubby, this is getting depressing.

Feeling very neglected. Lonely. Where is my husband?! :(

*with very little sanity left i throw myself down upon the bed. The bed that i should be sharing with my husband. The bed that i would be 》

*returning from a rather lpng business strip in Germany. The plane had exhausted me. Finally i walk in through the front door, my chauffeur》