It's kinda funny - but when I was opening my birthday cards, I was thinking 'huh this will be the last year it says grandad probs.' and I was right.

I had to do math to find out if I'm 36 or 37 today.
This balloon day I'm 36. Anyway gonna remain Unbothered. Moisturized. Happy. In My Lane. Focused. Flourishing off social media. 😘🫶🏽

Okay, it's a week till my birthday and my year is topped it's not getting better than this I got a leg of lamb for £1.92. I won a £10 off when you spend more than £10 at lidl. Such a win I don't need anything else.

Best present. Got my special EDMR phrase on it.

Christmas was divine and also a nightmare. New years was great. Diabetes out of control since covid. Still coughing, still sinus stuff negative tests. Working on a secret project involving moths.

nothing like scoffing cookies at midnight, over a plate when you're not hungry so you have crumbs as 'evidence'. chocolate milk was also involved.

My mum: 'I'll be setting off at dawn'
Dawn is 7:35am
What my mum didn't tell me is she'll be using Dawn in another timezone.
These mfers turned up at 6:45 when my ass went to sleep at 4am.

Send me sorrows and prayers.

Happy holidays 😘

covid test tomorrow to see if I'm negative it got scary day five I was on my asthma pumps like they were oxygen. Day six was fine I just have a wicked sinus infection (like last time)
However, I think we had a big relapse and undid all the hard work I've been doing in therpy.

Didn't think I'd see the Mel Gibson defence in 2023, but here we are!

I have very good friends.

I am very blessed to be so loved.

Despite the internal voice telling me I don't deserve it, I'm working on that, honest!

but I am still very greatful.

Jason has covid... Which means I'll get covid. Very upset right now.