Band t-shirts used to mean you like the band! When did they become a fashion item? Ugh

Got hired by the studio I like. Owner is cool

Chilling with Ray is the best. Never seen anyone so positive

First paycheck! Got a Les Paul

I love my friends. No particular reason, just felt like voicing it.

Fuck it. I'll bite the bullet. Searched onine. Only place that got the tshirt i want in the style i like is hot topic. Guess i'm going to fucking hot topic

Just got back from Hot Topic. Didn't get the t-shirt I wanted but the chick working there seemed cool. Got her number... But not for meeee! She looked like a great match for Zeb. I'm a good friend, always helping a buddy with a hookup ;))))))) 👉👌

Just had lunch with Sky, Leon and Dev. We're now on our way to hang out with Red and Ray at the beach. Not a single cloud, cool breeze, cool friends. Life is good.

Something tonight feels... Weird... I dunno what it is. I just know that something isn't right

I made a terrible mistake

He's in my dreams now. FUCK

Sky once told me I should watch Evangelion when I feel sad. I'll give it a try. Feels like the right moment

Sky is a dumbass

Just got back from the studio. Got sent home cause I look like shit. I almost dared looking at myself in the mirror but I couldn't. I'm scared of what I might see. A coward. A moron. An idiot. A blind man. Hollow empty eyes of a man who didn't know what he had.

Probably at one of my lowest points. I feel confused, lost, lonely. What I thought was a place to voice my thoughts and feelings, quickly became a toxic wasteland full of vitriol and hate. I've read your comments. How can a community that boasts acceptance be so hurtful. I'm sad.

I just want to crawl into a hole and disappear.

Sky came over. He made me pancakes and coffee. He's staying over tonight. I feel better. I'm still not leaving the bean bag.

Boss man told me I need to stop playing Wild Horses cause it's bringing down the studio's vibes. But, the audio engineer told him they could channel my energy into something productive. We've been playing sad songs all day. This is the worst day of my life 😭🥲😂😅😢😭😅🥲

Sky came over with his blu-ray copy of End of Evangelion. He spent 2 hours explaining the whole thing to me. I get it now. Those poor, depressed kids. They were so sad. We both agree Shinji is a little bitch, tho.