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― Rainer Maria Rilke

Things I'm okay at but wanna get better at: - Cooking (I wanna learn to be more elaborate and creative) - Fixing stuff around the house - Writing fiction

When I think of my life and all its secret colors, I feel like bursting into tears. —Albert Camus

If you're using AI to write essays, eulogies, a text to your wife, I do think less of you as a person. Ceding your mental and creative abilities to a machine is an embarrassing thing and people should be ashamed to admit doing it in public.

I've been having nightmares about relapsing instead of being tortured. not sure if this is an improvement or...

The Times, Shreveport, Louisiana, November 30, 1913

morally stunted because the angel and devil on my shoulder are too busy with their butchfemme dynamic to advise me

My wife is getting my a kitten for our first anniversary. yipee! :)

"I must not crash out. Crashing out is the vibe-killer. Crashing out is the little crash out that brings total crash out."

and they’re both girls

the popcorn button is the Voight-Kampff test for real cinema lovers.

had to google "is wheat flour gluten" today so feeling a little stupid.

this is how i'm built, if you're wondering

I have never written an ars poetica. Maybe I will, one day, but I'm not sure I actually know *how* to write a poem or explain poetry. Anyways, I really love reading ars poetica poems, I find them really interesting.

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me......

"Performative male? Don't we all perform our gender?"

It turns out that spending half your live abusing every substance you can get your hands on causes, like, serious cognition issues later in life... whoops!