i will never leave him. it will be this, always, for as long as he will let me. if i had had words to speak such a thing, i would have. but there were none that seemed big enough for it, to hold that swelling truth.

i want to kiss you. not on your mouth， but on your most secret scars， your ashy black and journeyed knees， your ring finger， the trigger finger， those hands the world fears so much.

i am your rosary, your cross, your blessings, your penance.

i know， i know. it has been tough. it has been hard. let me kiss all of your worries away.

and the universe said i love you. and the universe said you have played the game well. and the universe said everything you need is within you. and the universe said you are stronger than you know.

Where are all the priests coming from?

i’m no saint, you’re no martyr.

It’s not my fault most people take it better or simply insult me

sharp mind, sharper tongue.

My ears are perpetually burning.

what a dangerous feeling that was, to be willing to be the icarus to his sun.

i'd rather think of this as a confession: you are still the first person i want to share new things with.

the truth is: i want to hold your hands because they are like mine. holding a knife by the blade and sharpening it. in your dreams, how much invitation to pierce you?

brother,   i   watched   the   sky   burn   and   all   i   learned   was   smoke   fills   the   lungs   like   a   disease.

oh， baby， i am a wreck when i'm without you. i need you here to stay.

Happy holidays to all who celebrate~

⠀⠀⠀˛ how come you're still here ? you've seen my demons , my dark , my evil , yet 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 . 𝙬𝙝𝙮 ? ՙ

some people search their whole lives to find what i found in you.

And now, that’s one of his favorite things about me~

Happy New Year’s Eve to all of you, and happy birthday to me~