Merica.

I wish it was still here.....but I will always remember the joy I felt when I saw this was the last tweet on my page

All I want is a conversation. Nothing more, nothing less. Just a chance for me to talk, and get it off my mind, to get my peace with life.

I sit here wondering about how it's been for u.....wondering if I'll ever really know..........I wish we just had a full day for a full redo

Love is a choice......it's not a feeling.....I chose to love u no matter what......and u crushed that for me.......think about that

The last thing I had was conversations with u.....I didn't even have u....that was gone......

Nothing is getting better for me........

Saying sorry doesn't even come close to fixing things.

I can't say what I need to or even want to anymore

These past few weeks have been hard....and each day it piled on....

I drove to all the spots we had big memory's at.....I reflect and see not only what I lost...but what Iv done and who Iv become

I hated myself because of you.

Y'all won't get this.....keep asking the same shit......the answers are still the same.....I just quit answering cause y'all quit listening

I can't do this

Each day I struggle with wanting to live.....wanting to get up......each day only gets harder on me mentally

I'll never be ok......I'll never be the same.......this change has made me a different person