There are 3 major ingredients of change you must not neglect anytime your experience them. They are dissatisfaction, anger and pain. They are pointers to what can be done.
Apply some force this year. Youโre capable of much more.
If you really want to be the best that you are trying to be. Never feel like you are in a competition with any body. Just do your thing in your own way, you will surely stand out and the work will celebrate you. โ๏ธ